I blow a kiss to you, it gets lost on the breeze,
You can’t manage the thought of my energy,
His resolution to conquer the human need,
exactly the same as I’ve always considered your greed.Isn’t she convenient? You’re fishing for her friends,
But luck always works for you, that’s where your doubt should end,
I don’t love you any more or less,
But I should if I can handle this mess.Go for it, I’ll be standing here,
Go for it, but I won’t break down if it breaks down.You have kept me waiting for a long, long time,
You didn’t tell me to, I decided what to do.
I thought you’d come around, they always do, usually,
But you stumble for him the same way that I do you.Isn’t he so pretty, see your reflection in his smile.
I would do the same in your position, I don’t know why I try.
But give my hand the benefit of holding yours, just until I fool myself,
I’m not worth it, but I’m trying, I’m trying.Go for it, I’ll be standing here,
Go for it, but I won’t break down if it breaks down.Go for it, I’ll be standing here,
Go for it, but I won’t break down if it breaks down.
Because no-one ever reads this blog, this will be ‘lost on the breeze.’
While quite irrelevant now, when I wrote this song, it was probably the most truthful and heartfelt and accurate to describing my feelings as I possibly could write. I was and still am really proud of the song. I recorded a version on the iPad which no-one’ll probably ever hear. Because it’s a personal song, you may ask what it’s about, and to that I say that it doesn’t matter to you. Like I said, it’s irrelevant now, but it doesn’t mean it wouldn’t have an effect. Let’s say it’s just poetic bullshit for now, shall we?
